Thinking another APo or Capd peritonitis
But the tone was calm n extremely soft
That our shafie died in an road accident in kajang hospital
He was hit by a van on the way from Hukm after work
Duving a bike
I was reading the English patient. The sadness compounded the news frozen me
I text my manager n then Kj Azlina of Hukm
Immediately kj called from kajang hospital to assure me someone with him .. N doing all the necessary after math
I thanks her n reminded of the grave situation of driving bike in kl
N I have reminded him to drive car n not bike having told that he stays n kajang
It take 30 min at least to reach Hukm
Everything is too late
Trying to safe petrol n avoidance of jam cost his life ..,
Shafie was interviewed by me n recruited on the spot after his graduation
From Kelsntan mara college of nursing
He is the eldest in family n father a public school teacher he took a givernment loan for his diploma in nursing
He has a bright cheerful voice n occ mischief
Sincere n truthful so
To impress me n others
As few times help to drive me to Hukm last yrs as i was too tired when I went back to study again
He was introduce to the stafs n professors
Very excited n wanted to
Jt Hukm for his post basic
When last batch he was deferred ... He was determine n
Told me he will do well after more experience in Bp
He has overall a very good staf n I will miss h a lot
This morning after less than four hr sleep
I woke up
Try to cycles but fast ran out of steam
Quick shower n getting all steps in motions
The center today all were quite m sad
N I have to put up a face as to hold everyone in place without breaking Down
How did I manged it I not sure
Urgent things to do :
Have to issues condolence
Stafs to attend short funeral session letter afternoon when
Body arive to Bp
Getting the accont issues salary oncall critical Capd allowance
His proton car still under bank loan getting the manager to help to sort out
Trying to get n frame his photo to be kept in center for remembrance
Trying to work as usual at the hospital was tough n news spread really fast
But today stafs quite respected me as
I told hamudon our Capd patient from p sulong n he was shock
I told him off that his persistent overload with flud pass one year still managed to be alive
But Shafie dr could not even save him as he is in kl n accident !! He stated to cry ...
I reca ll Shafie always wore slipper to work n said is comfort but I nagged to him
I bought a shoes for him
N he promise to collect from me ... Never in time to wear too
His dream. ?!
I was n am not too sure now
I have not seen
Him more than. 10 weeks his image blurring
But he will always be part of bprc n in my memory
Life so short n yet give us in print of a lifetime
Ada lagi yang buat aku jadi sayu...Aku nampak gambar aku di profile pictures...
Arwah yang berbaju merah...
Semua tinggal kenangan...
Buat Masha...Moga kamu tabah..aku tahu kamu lagi sedih....
Kau lagi rapat dengan dia kan....
Tapi Allah lebih sayangkan dia...
Doakan dia Masha...Kau jangan abaikan pelajaran kau pulak...INGAT!!!!
Masha....aku dengar tunang arwah masuk hospital...dia tak dapat nak terima kenyataan....
p/s: panjangnye n3 aku kali ni...Tak bace pon tak pe la...untuk kenangan aku jugak..hmmmm..:)